Heart cries

Crying doesn't show a sign of weakness. You never know how much hardship one goes through to shed a tear.. 

People see me as a happy kid because, sad things don't usually happen on me. But when it does, I accumulate. 
I accumulate doesn't mean that I'm strong, I just simply want smiles on faces I see everyday. 

I seldom cry. 
I'm neither a happy girl 24/7. Life isn't all about laughter. It's a journey of a combination. A combination of joy, sadness, anger, jealousy etc. 
To me, crying is like a reset button. The moment I shed a tear, that's when I push the reset button. After resetting myself on the night itself, you'll see me jumping around the next day. 

I admit I'm a little sensitive, but I guess this is what most girls possess. Today, my eyes did not cry. But my heart did. 

Realization and Break-free

Frankly, I always feel that other people don't notice my existence. I thought people never pay attention to what I've done or said, until I realize that they actually emphasized on the little things I mentioned. And that makes me feel a little happier inside.

People complain a lot in life, it's not wrong but we can try to change a perspective to view most of the things. Life is too short to have so much of dissatisfaction and complaints. We are the masters of our own life, we gain control and we live in it. You can complain 1 or 2 things out of 10 of them, but try not to make it a 9.

I personally think we can sometimes be a little selfish for the sake of ourselves. I believe we all once wanted to escape to a nobody-land, right?
To me, everyone communicates and builds relationship because there's a connection between individuals. But there's a time where we all want to just temporarily break that connection and spend quality time with ourselves. Being alone doesn't mean loneliness, we just simply need a break from the world.