On the last night of 2014 I received my Semester 2 finals' results just before stepping out of my house to go for new year's celebration. It was a blurry picture when I zoomed to look for my student ID. I thought I'd score well. I thought I might just go through this semester at one go with a satisfying result. I asked my friend to check my pointers for me, and I really really did not expect these results.
Biology 1 : 2.67
Chemistry 1 : 2.33
Physics 1 : 2.00
Maths 2 : 3.33
GPA : 2.58
CGPA : 2.98
The first thing I was so mad about was seeing my Physics pointer. I thought I did very well in my finals!!! 😡 Hm..and then, I eventually lost hope and faith towards myself the moment I see I did not hit CGPA 3.0, as a requirement to apply for degree offer letter. I'm so drained and so tired when I'm supposed to give myself a second try. A resit exam. Haven't I already done my part enough? Why is God not helping me more? 😞
But then yesterday Lynette said there will be changes on the result since the Physics' attendance marks have not added in. A small spark lightened inside me. 😊 If I get to hit 3.0, Lord please help me to get the offer letter from Dentistry that I longed for. That's not only my wish, my family has always waited for my success.. I can't afford to let them down.
Perhaps this route looks easy on the outside, but I can honestly tell you, it's really not easy.
I just need more positive strength to carry on. I'm not far from my dream. 😊😊
God bless. Amen.
