Provisional Offer Letter

Okay so from my last update I did mention about resitting for 3 Science subjects for Sem 2. My resit results were released yesterday and surprisingly I scored well!! 3.0 for all resitted subjects 😁

I was so so so scared I couldn't make it, when I went to the board everyone was crowded in front of it.. but my friend Joanna was tall enough to peek at my marks and  said "You made it lah! Don't worry." I swear it was so unreal, really.😂 But I wanted to see with my own eyes. Was soooo overwhelmed by my pointers!! I thought finally my effort has been acknowledged. 💗 God made me did the right decision for retaking everything. No regrets at all 😊 With my results I can apply for a provisional offer letter but sem 3 results have to be considered as well.

I learned one thing and the only precious lesson. That is, the higher you expect, the harder you fall. During finals I expected too much, and I fell way too hard. In turn I put less expectations for this resit paper and it ended up great!  😘

All is well. Till next time 😄😄 

New Year's.

On the last night of 2014 I received my Semester 2 finals' results just before stepping out of my house to go for new year's celebration. It was a blurry picture when I zoomed to look for my student ID. I thought I'd score well. I thought I might just go through this semester at one go with a satisfying result. I asked my friend to check my pointers for me, and I really really did not expect these results.

Biology 1  : 2.67
Chemistry 1 : 2.33
Physics 1 : 2.00
Maths 2 : 3.33

GPA : 2.58
CGPA : 2.98

The first thing I was so mad about was seeing my Physics pointer. I thought I did very well in my finals!!! 😡 Hm..and then, I eventually lost hope and faith towards myself the moment I see I did not hit CGPA 3.0, as a requirement to apply for degree offer letter. I'm so drained and so tired when I'm supposed to give myself a second try.  A resit exam. Haven't I already done my part enough? Why is God not helping me more? 😞

But then yesterday Lynette said there will be changes on the result since the Physics' attendance marks have not added in. A small spark lightened inside me. 😊 If I get to hit 3.0, Lord please help me to get the offer letter from Dentistry that I longed for. That's not only my wish, my family has always waited for my success..  I can't afford to let them down.

Perhaps this route looks easy on the outside, but I can honestly tell you, it's really not easy.
I just need more positive strength to carry on. I'm not far from my dream. 😊😊

God bless. Amen.

Heart cries

Crying doesn't show a sign of weakness. You never know how much hardship one goes through to shed a tear.. 

People see me as a happy kid because, sad things don't usually happen on me. But when it does, I accumulate. 
I accumulate doesn't mean that I'm strong, I just simply want smiles on faces I see everyday. 

I seldom cry. 
I'm neither a happy girl 24/7. Life isn't all about laughter. It's a journey of a combination. A combination of joy, sadness, anger, jealousy etc. 
To me, crying is like a reset button. The moment I shed a tear, that's when I push the reset button. After resetting myself on the night itself, you'll see me jumping around the next day. 

I admit I'm a little sensitive, but I guess this is what most girls possess. Today, my eyes did not cry. But my heart did.